[ = Ron's words = ]

After MASUM

2011-08-16T00:57:00.000-07:00

Ahemm.... Left my blog alone for a very long time dy..
Gonna add some stories into it today ^_^

hmm.. MASUM camp... something interesting happened ? haha..
It actually stimulated my passion in softball again..
3weeks of training and tournaments..
training non-stop everyday... its kinda enjoying.. no worries for studies although still in UM..
only thinking about softball.. everything.. and sometimes even dreamt about playing softball in our dreams.. haha..

Although my team arent the strongest, i still really appreciate that i have this chance, to continue my softball journey.. meeting whole gang of new frens..
We play together, learn together, laughed together, eat together, and supported each other all along the way till the very last match at UPM.
what can i say ? they really do have great spirit in them. We did it all together just to get back something, after all our hard work.

Yes, we did get third placing... and im super proud of my UM team + teammates + coach + manager + masseur !! haha...
Really did enjoy the whole process...
Hope that we can continue doing it for a better one next year !

No matter how pain our muscles are hitting high speed of machine balls,
No matter how cold and wet we are playing in the rain,
No matter how hard to breath building up our stamina jogging around UM,
No mater how suffer we have to build up our physical muscles,
We still got over it, we did it !

Everything wouldnt last long, and the one with the high determination and perseverance will achive them. Go UM !

taaadaa..!

2010-11-17T04:29:00.000-08:00

Is it cute ?? =D haha..

and it is Blue ~ my new babe.

my dad and i went to Puspakom,

took it while waiting our turn..

it needs a check up. XD

full of cheetah patches now,

sent it for colour coating.

hehehehe...

waiting its return...

i'm Ng. Sharon Ng.

2010-01-20T17:53:00.000-08:00

I am not a bad one.
i just have emotions and feelings just like anyone.
i could be soft, and stern at times.
i can give you a warm welcome, and can be cool when my happy hormones are not stable. XD
I can think like a mature ones, and i could behave like a child when i wanted to.
i can be hardworking to achieve targets, and i could be lazy giving thousands of excuses.
i can be girlish among guys, i can be boyish among girls.
im a gemini and i have double personalities.
i can be a very good friend if u trusted me, and i can be an enemy of urs when you make me freak.

pspm1 just around the corner.

2009-10-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

i've been thinking for a long time... wat really happen to me this year ?
i can say that not much things went on smoothly..as wat i wanted to be.
i tried to move on, but i feel that i have lost the strength and the confidence to do everything.
i nearly gave up in everything. but i know i cant.
i'm working on it... i'm trying... but somehow i need really more rest.
but without sacrificing something, without the determination how could i continue to achieve my dreams. can anyone really give me words of wisdom ?
i need friends. everyone one of them. i am nearly dropping out in my studies.
i try to be independent, but the more i am alone, the more i feel depressed.
really hope that i can score good grades in this coming exam.
i dont wanna disappoint my family.
no matter how pressured i am.
i hope i can make it. and stop being lazy and emotional.
it deteriorates me. :(

先苦后甜

2009-09-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

没什么事情都顺其自然的
而是经过无数的付出换回来de

sunday.

2009-09-05T23:56:00.000-07:00

yea... at my aunt's house again..
hee.. wasted time for not studying..
why am i feeling lazier and lazier than ever... huh...
went to giant and bought some stuffs... hehe... FOOD. :D
busy finding songs and movies...although only one month more to PSPM!! omg...

sometimes kinda hate to be a girl, damn emotional... hmm... good thing or bad ?? ....make me feel moody all day long... bu shuang... :((
i wanna study !! i dun wanna get affected by my emotions, by my mood swings.. huh... i wanna chase my dreams.. i dun wanna watch my parents working so hard for me, yet i waste it all.
WAKE UP !!!! someone please wake me up.
XD

too boring.. visit my bloggie.. haha..
just too free to write on something..
HEY EVERYONE, ADD OIL for our future ya !!
NO PAIN, NO GAIN... (unless your family or parents able to support you for whole lifetime )

when we gain something, we lose something,
when we lose something, we will gain back something.
everything is equal.

you can admire others' beauty, and appreciate your own at the same time too.

just some pics

2009-09-05T08:02:00.001-07:00

DAWKS !!!!!

my dog.

2009-09-05T07:08:00.000-07:00

.... haha... here's my doggie.. her look damn wu nai... hahaha..

truth.

2009-09-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

hmm.. have anyone realise something ??

one will never ever know the truth about something,
and things that u know are not actually the truth sometimes...

agree ?

my fren says this is all about what will happen in life, in this very "true" society... i guess, she's right.
whatever happen to be seen by us sometimes is not really wat the real thing happen in life...
and wat we can see... is the truth....
and its normally the good side.

ups 1

2009-08-21T10:02:00.000-07:00

oni a 2.72 . haih. disappointing.

challenges in life.

2009-08-21T09:46:00.000-07:00

Harsh life in matriculation college for me.
taking care about studies. relationships, health...etc.
i wish i could have been more understanding. and i will if i am clear about what is really happening.
i need someone too.
i wish i could have a fren.
i wish i wouldn't be misunderstood,
just because maybe i really dont have a really close fren.
i envy because i dont have one.
i am jealous because you've been a good fren to me, but yet, u choose to be good fren of others.
i wish i could turn back the clock. and control my own feelings and emotions.
i wish i could gain back your trusts. having the times we were joking, chatting and making fun of each other happily.
i wish i could have someone to hug on too.
i know i need to study, but i need a fren too.
i dont really wish everyone beside me would be unhappy.
i hate to let go, cause it is a really hard thing to me.
i dont wanna lose any fren.
i am envy when other people have their own best frens.
while i dont have one to talk to when i face challenges.
i wish you could hear and listen to me.

experiences will make one awake, but when will i be awake.
i wish i could mend every mistakes.
and be like before as what we were.

actually i know im bad, but i can be not that bad too.

growing up.

2009-05-04T21:29:00.000-07:00

i'm growing up day by day.
but i feel like living up..
more and more meaningless..
why will i feel that ?
i don't know.

growing up to be more mature...
at the same time, yet childish..
havent even prepare the heart for challenges.
too tired to face.
to console.
but i know the world need love.

if i have the passion for it,
i will achieve it.
i'm going to.
cause for now, i feel weak.
without any sign of direction.
i need a lead,
or maybe a compass.
i don't havent live alone in
the middle of the sea.

who can really give me a hand.
stop pouring complaints on me,
saying i'm not good enough all time.
i need some advice, some encouragement.
rather than critics or prejudice.

i've my good and bad.
yet i know you all the one who have
the different view of me.
different thinking..
made me sickening.
sick of explaining.

i wanna grow up,
building my own path way.
give me good comments
and make my journey never end.

nobody really understands me.
and nobody can really understand any people.
world is our own.
our own idea to sculpture it.

just love me the way i am.
and watch me grow.

I am ME

2009-04-13T09:24:00.000-07:00

I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.
I am ME.

"why do you wanna know ? " smiles =D

2009-04-13T09:15:00.000-07:00

when people keep asking you why , you shall ignore them.
coz
people who trust you, wont keep on asking you why. because they know well about you.

when people dont trust you, you shall ignore them too
coz
people who does not believe you, wont ask you why. because they would not believe anything that you said.

cries. tears. rubbish.

2009-03-24T10:59:00.000-07:00

sometimes i hate myself being someone i like to be..i hate to be unhappy. i hate to cry. i hate my tears flowing down. cause it makes me feel like i'm a rubbish.
why am i a tomboy, and why cant tomboys cry. crying makes ppl feel weak, but yet what makes us cry. UNHAPPINESS.
tears dun fall for nothing. but yet i HATE it !!!!!!!!!!

humans are emotional. i rather i am not a human. i live in pain for not being myself.. I DUN WANNA CARE HOW PEOPLE LOOK AT ME ! I AM TIRED ! but why cant i rest...
i did wat i suppose to, i did wat i can, and wat i hope is... please, stop looking down on me.

tomboys.

2009-03-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

i can see that the number of tomboys in our society increase dramatically year by year..
many girls are keen to be tomboys especially when they are in secondary schools. some may be continue to be one, and maintain their image till adult age, while some choose to change back into normal girls, or maybe force to, because of the need of job, or even society.
hmm...tomboys, some are naturally born to be active, and act like a guy, having some masculine characteristics. while, some acted to be one, because this will make them feel special, and would draw attention of girls..

tomboys are actually, i think, is a term for boyish girls..girls who have characteristics or behaviour like a guy. we cant be tomboys just because we want to, or we wish to. tomboys is not just about clothing and hairstyles like a guy or actions like a guy with purpose. its a natural label.

to me, there are thousands kind of tomboys. some are good, and there will be evil ones too. but one thing we could probable admire or impress about tomboys are the hardwork, the patience, the heart, the effort that they pay off. tomboys faces lots of challenges especially in finding jobs. the society shouldn't look down on tomboys as they are humans too. they certainly worked hard for wat they want to. it feels bad when humans judge ones only by looking on the outer side of her.

being a tomboy myself, i do hope people from the whole world could respect anyone including tomboys, gays or lesbians. and to the new generations, whom who are keen to be a tomboy, never put up easily when u've decided to be one. its better to have your specialties or own goodness or skills such as good in sports, education, looks or other special skills. we have to survive by our own smartly to prevent kicking out or looking down by the society. its tough to be a tomboy. facing rumours, gossips, family disagreement, money probs, and looking down by other people.

to those who are on the way wanting to be one, make sure you'd think twice.. do not ever regret.

tomboys can be good in academics, sports, music, drama or even in any other fields.... they aren't so bad as wat people think.

if this world have more guys who take the initiative to get to understand girls, and the influence of peers in the society, i think less number of tomboys gonna exists. depends on the environment influences.... haha. =)

ma new blog.

2008-12-15T09:01:00.001-08:00

weehee. finally i'm free to make one.

huh, really tat's just easy..

got a new space for me to write down my day dreams.

my new diary.. =)

not bad...

start blogging soon.

hee....